TOO MUCH GLORY  

         January 1999, I had A very profound, but extremely troubling dream that warned me about the death of our son, Paul, Jr. Howbeit, at the time I thought that it was referring to my husband, Paul, Sr. So I only told A few select people because the dream disturbed me so much. But every time I told the dream, I cried like A baby, because in the dream, God told me that he couldn't change his mind because it was too much Glory to come from it. And since he wanted to change his mind, but couldn't, in my dream, God just ' hovered ' over me with such profoundly overwhelming love, and allowed me to cry an' out of this world cry, unlike any I've ever heard or seen. Then just before I awakened, he said," don't worry, just love! " Which was odd, because I would've said," don't worry, be happy! " And to make A long story short, as soon as I heard about the accident, I was reminded in my spirit, that this is my dream! And trust me, since that life altering day, I've had countless bouts of screaming and hollering, just trying to survive another day. But I praise God that whenever I'm in the mist of what seems like my lowest valley of despair, I always literally feel God's same divinely comforting love' hovering over me, like I felt in my dream. I'll never forget one particular night, about 1 or 2 o' clock in the morning, I was crying out of control. Even my husband tried, but couldn't comfort me. And usually when I'm that hysterical, my mom would hear me from her bedroom next door, and would automatically come to help console me. But amazingly this night, she said she heard nothing! But I remember  screaming from my very soul! It actually felt as though I was hollering straight to the heavenly throne of God! I precisely remember hearing myself screaming," hold me Jesus! Hold me Jesus! Please hold me Jesus now! " I heard myself steady repeating, " I need you to hold me Jesus, right now Jesus!  Hold me Jesus, hold me now! Oh please I need you to hold me right now Jesus! Hold me! Hold me! Hold me now! Now Jesus! Now! Right now, please! Now! "Then all of A sudden, I felt as though Jesus had me literally in his arms, and it felt as though he was spiritually rocking me in his arms, similar to the way A mother rocks her child. And the love was indescribable! Indeed my experience was so profound that it's difficult to find the proper words to explain what really happened, because it was more spiritual than natural. But I literally felt him lovingly rocking me back and forth, back and forth, again and again in the spirit. And the more he rocked me, the more I felt myself slowly calming down. And he just kept rocking me until I eventually came back to myself. I immediately realized that I had just had an encounter with the ' divine comforter ' himself! And when my husband and I told my mother about my experience the following morning, she said that God didn't intend for her to hear me crying because he didn't want anyone to get the credit for comforting me, but himself. And although I always feel God's hovering spirit of comfort whenever I need it most, I'll forever cherish my encounter with the ' divine comforter ' himself! And I'm constantly reminded that, there's too much Glory to come, and that somehow validates my pain! And to God be the Glory!

                                                                          PARKING VIOLATIONS                      

Parking Violations is the act of parking a motor vehicle in a restricted place or for parking in an unauthorized manner. It is against the law virtually everywhere to park a vehicle in the middle of a highway or road; parking on one or both sides of a road, however, is commonly permitted. Some other common Parking Violations include: Parking in a prohibited space such as a bus stop or in front of a fire hydrant, or a driveway or a garage entrance; Parking on a sidewalk (unless specifically allowed by signs);  Parking in or too close to or within a street crossing, railroad crossing or crosswalk; Double parking; Parking at a parking meter without paying, or for longer than the paid time; Parking in a handicapped zone without an appropriate permit; Or Parking outside marked squares, for example angle parking where only parallel parking is allowed; Ect. Consequently, an offense of any of these Parking Violations could possibly result in a police officer or other government official issuing a traffic ticket.  

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